Relapsed again. I need to start getting serious about the whole mess.
I'm afraid to put any boundaries in place because the addict in me always wants to leave the door open a crack just in case I want (or need) to act out again on the addiction. But if I'm serious about the whole thing, I'm realizing I need to be relentless with the boundaries and putting some in place that would be difficult for me to break and aren't just soft mental barriers. If anybody has any ideas for me on how to handcuff me, at least to get started on my journey, then please share. In the meantime, I really have to put pen to paper start planning.
I'm afraid to put any boundaries in place because the addict in me always wants to leave the door open a crack just in case I want (or need) to act out again on the addiction. But if I'm serious about the whole thing, I'm realizing I need to be relentless with the boundaries and putting some in place that would be difficult for me to break and aren't just soft mental barriers. If anybody has any ideas for me on how to handcuff me, at least to get started on my journey, then please share. In the meantime, I really have to put pen to paper start planning.
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